Because of you

My life is a wreck

I’d pick up the pieces

If there were any left.

I’m still holding on

Gotta catch my breath.

Feelin trapped underwater

But you can’t have my death.

The joke is on you

Cause your hate gives me strength.

I’m not gonna fail

I’ll start over again.

Now I will have the life

That I had once dreamt.


I’d give up my sight
To go back in time
Back to When
We were happy
And I felt alive
But people want to hurt you
And fill your head full of lies
For no reason but to get me
& Punish me outta spite
So I pray everyday
That what’s dark
Will soon come to light
The truth will set us free
And you’ll be back in my life



I have ignored, eluded, and tried escaping from time.
I’ve tried bargaining, rationalizing, minimalizing, and denying time.
Fact is, you can’t run
You can’t hide
No matter what you try to try.
Time is a sure thing
Like Death and Dying
The thing about death is
It’s over when you die.
It comes to an end
Unlike Time.
There’s nothing more certain
Than the continuation of time.
It was going by before you lived
And it will continue to go by after you die.
You can never, ever
Say goodbye to Time.

Of all my enemies
Time is #1
Time has never favored me
To me time has not been kind.


Right now someone Somewhere 

Is Kissing someone they love goodnight 

While at the same time 

somewhere else someones husband 

Is sleeping with someone else’s wife

Right now somewhere 

someone elses husband 

Is beating his newlywed pregnant wife 

While Somewhere someone else is

about to commit a horrific crime

A crime causing someone else 

somewhere to ultimately lose their life. 


And Somewhere someone else

Is fighting hard to survive 

With every breath and

All they have

They’re fighting hard for their life .